Last night I had a freakout. There's several things going on in my life, and it turned into one giant night of fighting zombies (I always have zombies in my nightmares).
I am excited about our baby, but conversations on a pregnancy message forum yesterday left me in awe of all that I knew nothing about, and how naive I sound to others. Choices that I have made, I know I have to educate myself about them (like breastfeeding) and realizing the lack of knowledge I have about them, et alone babies themselves. I can seriously count the times I've held a baby im my arms on one hand... and here I am about to be a mom in a few more months.
I'm also stressed about money, bu have been since I quit my job.
I'm also jealous because I'm not able to do some things I like, and now realize it may be the end of them for quite a while...
And other things.
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