emotionalness and a video of fussiness while asleep

Once you think you have it kicked, NOPE.
Teared up today because...
-scared Alex isn't getting enough food
- Eric is going back to work Thursday
- Grandpa died
- love my baby
-love Eric
- scared I'm bleeding internally

Crazy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnpbAHXnIm8