Competely do not want to work

I had one story left to do- Well, I forgot to start it earlier in the week, and now the kid I was supposed to interview is unavailable. So I's going to have to do the interview after the stste geography bee cometition. Sad part is, I don't care. I don't want to do this at all. I just found out one of my stories didn't run (I wrote it, they forgot to run it, and someone got upset.) Well, that is why I quit. They will be replacing me, I got my gossip from my co-cubiclemate Joy yesterday, they just couldn't hire the guy I saw for some reason. Oh well.
Right now I wouldn't comsider going back. I usually see more negative stuff in hindsight anyway, but that's cause I'm positive and trusting. My ex-boss is working to make the paper the eway it used to be when it was omre successful, but as a compete manager, I think she said yes too many times and dealt out the jobs to a skeleton crew of overstressed people.
Anyway, baby stuff.
I watched a couple baby stories on TLC today- I've watched them from time to time. Today is triplet day, haha.
I've got a couple people wanting to throw me a shower, and Denise wants to get together today to organize one... in September. Fine, whatever. I'm so not there mentally, but it's important so I can make sure it's far enough away from Steph's due date that she and her little man (! :) ) can come too, they were originally thinking late August.
I have two rules for baby showers- non-alcoholic drink for me, and no gross diaper games or whatever. Seriously. Those games are gross and tacky. I have been mentally scarred since having to play one in 7th grade.
Other than Twila's baby shower, the last one I went to was, like, 6 years ago with Karen's first, Alicia. She wasn't good being the center of attention, so my job was to contantly be with her and help buffer the people touching her belly.
My bloat is not going away, lol... I look father along than I am, 12 weeks tomorrow. I am excited, Eric said he noticed my hips may be a little bigger. I think so too. I may actually have hips! Too bad by belly pushes my pants too much for the hips to help hold them up. I may have to go find a belly band thingy. I got my loose fitting clothes from Old Navy, so I don't really need maternity wear for a while, but the pants are not doing it. They're still baggy from before, and the extra little belly I have, well, yeah. They would fall striaght down.
Allright, have to get ready for my lunch- Macaroni Grill. Yum.haven't been there in forever, and figured somehting on he menu would appeal to me- I haven't been really hungry lately, so i'm trying real hard to eat stuff that I crave.